Tom MacDonald - I Don't Care
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[00:00.00]I Don't Care - Tom MacDonald
[00:02.09]Lyrics by:Tom MacDonald
[00:04.18]Composed by:Tom MacDonald
[00:06.27]Honestly I'm sick of death and hearing the complains
[00:08.85]Everybody wants to tell me how I've changed
[00:10.96]I think somehow I'm responsible for bodies filling graves
[00:13.76]If I made the songs they wanted were they fans I could have saved
[00:16.88]Man that's a lotta weight
[00:18.14]Wait I thought it would be great to entertain
[00:20.39]And now I understand why mumble rappers say the things they say
[00:23.33]They don't want any obligation to the fanbase they create
[00:26.20]I guess my morals won't allow me to be famous if it's fake
[00:29.18]I barely made it I was livin' in the ghetto always prayin'
[00:32.29]My potential wouldn't go to waste before I could escape it
[00:35.19]I just had a mental breakdown
[00:36.77]Rent was due I couldn't pay it
[00:38.19]Killing roaches scraping guts off all the plates and being patient ay
[00:41.55]Livin' in the hood could have got me kill
[00:43.06]Kitchen full of rats stomach never fill
[00:44.39]They cut off the lights could have pay the bills
[00:45.93]I was always shake couldn't buy the pills
[00:47.48]Girlfriend almost left me
[00:48.55]We were broken we were desperate
[00:50.07]Right before it got too heavy
[00:51.60]I went viral off a record ay
[00:53.33]Never signed the deal I did it on my own
[00:54.85]I made all the beats I write every song
[00:56.27]Did not all believe I did it all alone
[00:57.74]Told me I was weak I show 'em I was strong
[00:59.32]Never should have bet against me
[01:00.40]Thought my anxiety was gonna rack me
[01:01.88]Thought my depression will get to my head for a second and leave
[01:03.97]But they never left me
[01:05.76]Everybody says I've changed up I've changed up
[01:08.66]'Cause I had nothing then I came up came up
[01:11.55]Now I'm someone they are afraid of afraid of
[01:14.83]So say some say some woah
[01:18.70]Ay yo everything you say bro
[01:20.99]I don't care no I don't care bro
[01:24.48]Fame won't ever make me change so
[01:26.69]I don't care no I don't care no
[01:30.55]Honestly it's bothered me since I've become this famous
[01:33.07]People comment like I don't see what they're saying
[01:35.38]I get death threats every day and so my family call me garbage
[01:38.26]Call me racist
[01:39.09]Try to tell my therapist that I'm afraid I can't explain it uh
[01:42.26]Back up don't touch me I'm anxious
[01:43.87]All of this money I'm banking
[01:45.23]Don't make me happy I can't win
[01:46.75]Don't get me wrong no I'm thankful
[01:48.21]Wanted to catch and inhabit
[01:49.68]Pressure form standards established
[01:51.09]Amplified anger and sadness
[01:52.60]Can't deny that it did damage
[01:54.08]Ay take the box off me
[01:55.62]Take off all the chains
[01:56.72]Take the braids out of my hair lay or the tattoos off my face
[01:59.69]Stop comparing me to Hopsin Token NF and em
[02:02.38]I think they're great but so am I and I don't' wanna be them
[02:05.54]And I never change but I'm not the same
[02:07.04]I am not the person that I once was
[02:08.97]Alcoholic I was calling mama always try to borrow 50 bucks uh ay
[02:12.12]I put my parents in debt
[02:13.23]I even embarrassed my friends
[02:14.45]I didn't care if I die I was honestly hopefully
[02:16.41]That I wouldn't' wake up again
[02:17.47]But I'm back now
[02:18.55]Knock me down to that nap and now I stand proud
[02:20.77]Last round believe me I'm ready to strap until they back down
[02:23.62]Doctor give me pills told me I was sad
[02:25.29]Never took 'em tho throw 'em into trash
[02:26.68]Made a couple mil' money doesn't last
[02:28.19]Try to smile a bit livin' in the past
[02:30.07]Everybody says I've changed up I've changed up
[02:32.91]'Cause I had nothing then I came up came up
[02:35.95]Now I'm someone they are afraid of afraid of
[02:39.23]So say some say some woah
[02:43.00]Ay yo everything you say bro
[02:45.22]I don't care no I don't care bro
[02:48.93]Fame won't ever make me change so
[02:51.22]I don't care no I don't care no
[02:54.46]See this Gucci I bought it
[02:55.89]I won't sell it homie stop it
[02:57.47]This is symbol of the work I did that's finally acknowledged
[03:00.38]This is robbing corner stores while getting soda and some chocolate
[03:03.47]This is bullied all my life by kids at school I ain't forgotten
[03:06.36]This is private that I got by sacrificing food and water
[03:09.37]This is dollars I had after finally paying back my father
[03:12.21]This is failing great and skipping class and dropping out of college
[03:15.21]You can't stop me that's your problem
[03:16.82]I will get it if I want it woah
[03:18.49]Stop telling me that I switched
[03:19.58]That's my life changed I'm a different guy
[03:21.31]My mama proud my girl's stoked
[03:22.86]My sister happy I didn't die
[03:24.40]They're mad instead of saying "Tom I wish you the best"
[03:26.91]Of course I changed I had to go and buy a bulletproof vest
[03:29.94]'Cause I'm stressed ya
[03:31.19]I'm a mess ya
[03:32.30]I need rest ya
[03:33.41]Wastin' energy on enemies I never met ya
[03:36.32]I need mence ya
[03:37.47]I need bed ya what the heck
[03:39.30]I just sent a text to see if I still have some friends ya
[03:42.23]Now that I'm healthy and nobody help me
[03:43.66]I wanna get every penny in the pennant
[03:45.21]I'm a maddest I'm a racket all the records
[03:46.76]Got a message I'ma spread it
[03:47.92]And I'm still the person my mama nurse
[03:49.37]To become this version so shoutout mom
[03:51.07]I don't ever sleep every night is long
[03:52.81]Everything is on me Tom
[03:54.50]Everybody says I've changed up I've changed up
[03:57.31]'Cause I had nothing then I came up came up
[04:00.46]Now I'm someone they are afraid of afraid of
[04:03.79]So say some say some woah
[04:07.42]Ay yo everything you say bro
[04:09.63]I don't care no I don't care bro
[04:13.31]Fame won't ever make me change so
[04:15.59]I don't care no I don't care no