[ti:November] [ar:Azure Ray] [al:November] [by:] [offset:0] [00:18.66]So i'm waiting for this test to end [00:23.77]So these lighter days can soon begin [00:28.66]I'll be alone but maybe more carefree [00:33.65]Like a kite that floats so effortlessly [00:38.52]I was afraid to be alone [00:43.43]Now im scared thats how id like to be [00:48.61]All these faces none the same [00:52.60]How can there be so many personalities [00:58.41]So many lifeless empty hands [01:03.27]So many hearts in great demand [01:08.27]And now my sorrow seems so far away [01:13.57]Until i'm taken by these bolts of pain [01:18.73]But i turn them off and tuck them away [01:23.60]Till these rainy days that make them stay [01:28.71]And then i'll cry so hard to these sad songs [01:33.77]And the words still ring once here now gone [01:38.84]And they echo through my head everyday [01:43.58]And i dont think they'll ever go away [01:48.56]Just like thinking of your childhood home [01:53.45]But we cant go back we're on our own [01:59.63]Oh [02:11.99]But i'm about to give this one more shot [02:19.99]And find it in myself [02:24.85]I'll find it in myself [02:48.72]So were speeding towards that time of year [02:53.53]To the day that marks you're not here [02:58.59]And i think i'll want to be alone [03:03.48]So please understand that i dont answer the phone [03:08.43]I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls [03:13.67]Until i can see nothing at all [03:18.42]Only particles some fast some slow [03:23.60]All my eyes can see is all i know [03:29.30]Ohh [03:41.79]But i'm about to give this one more shot [03:49.79]And find it in myself [03:54.71]I'll find it in myself