[id:$00000000] [ti:this is me trying] [ar:Taylor Swift] [al:folklore] [by:] [00:00.00]this is me trying - Taylor Swift [00:00.75]Written by：Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff [00:01.51]© 2020 TASRM Publishing, administered by：Songs Of Universal, Inc. (BMI), Sony/ATV Songs LLC / Ducky Donath Music (BMI) [00:02.27]All Rights Reserved. Used by Permission. [00:02.71]Produced by：Jack Antonoff/Taylor Swift [00:03.15]Recorded by：Laura Sisk at the Kitty Committee Studio (Los Angeles, CA), Jack Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio (Brooklyn, NY) and Laura Sisk and Jack Antonoff at Electric Lady Studios (New York, NY) and Conway Recording (Los Angeles, CA) [00:06.00]Assistant Engineering by：John Rooney and Jon Sher [00:06.59]Mixed by：Serban Ghenea at Mixstar Studios (Virginia Beach, VA) [00:07.32]Engineered by：John Hanes [00:07.61]Mastered by：Randy Merrill at Sterling Sound (New York, NY) [00:08.35]Live Drums, Percussion, Programming, Electric Guitars, Keyboards, Organ, Bass, Background Vocals by：Jack Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio (Brooklyn, NY) and Electric Lady Studios (New York, NY) and Conway Recording (Los Angeles, CA) [00:10.76]Saxophones, Keyboards by：Evan Smith at Pleasure Hill Recording (Portland, ME) [00:11.57]Strings by：Bobby Hawk, recorded by Lorenzo Wolff at Restoration Sound (Brooklyn, NY) [00:29.07]I've been having a hard time adjusting [00:32.19]I had the shiniest wheels [00:34.22]Now they're rusting [00:35.73]I didn't know if you'd care if I came back [00:39.30]I have a lot of regrets about that [00:42.99]Pulled the car off the road to the lookout [00:46.55]Could've followed my fears all the way down [00:49.89]And maybe I don't quite know what to say [00:52.86]But I'm here in your doorway [00:54.91]I just wanted you to know [00:58.19]That this is me trying [01:01.96]I just wanted you to know [01:05.26]That this is me trying [01:25.25]They told me all of my cages were mental [01:28.68]So I got wasted like all my potential [01:32.39]And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad [01:35.72]I have a lot of regrets about that [01:39.18]I was so ahead of the curve [01:41.37]The curve became a sphere [01:43.03]Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here [01:46.58]Pouring out my heart to a stranger [01:49.27]But I didn't pour the whiskey [01:51.51]I just wanted you to [01:53.89]Know that this is me [01:55.81]Trying [01:58.48]I just wanted you to [02:00.85]Know that this is me [02:02.76]Trying [02:05.98]At least I'm trying [02:21.03]And it's hard to be at a party [02:23.53]When I feel like an open wound [02:25.65]It's hard to be anywhere these days [02:27.41]When all I want is you [02:29.17]You're a flashback in a film reel [02:30.87]On the one screen in my town [02:33.58]And I just wanted you to know [02:37.08]That this is me trying [02:40.94]I just wanted you to [02:43.27]Know that this is me [02:45.20]Trying [02:48.12]At least I'm trying