[id:$00000000] [ar:Boondox] [ti:Monster] [by:] [hash:98ea30a6ef1e21cd4c90d07bfaf0edba] [al:] [sign:] [qq:] [total:0] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Boondox - Monster [00:00.32]Monster how should I feel [00:04.47]Creatures lie here [00:07.00]Looking through the window [00:10.41]Monster how should I feel [00:14.56]Creatures lie here [00:17.18]Looking through the window [00:20.49]Monster how should I feel [00:24.66]Creatures lie here [00:27.33]Looking through the window [00:30.87]I'm not afraid of the dark [00:32.00]But I'm afraid of my heart [00:33.28]And I'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apart [00:35.78]Always afraid that things will never get better [00:37.58]I went from writing down rhymes [00:39.12]To typing suicide letters [00:40.34]Diagnosed with paranoia [00:41.25]You can check my prescription [00:42.61]I'm a manic depressive [00:43.99]One of my many conditions [00:45.32]I'm not a prophet though I say it [00:46.86]But I'm seeing a vision [00:48.12]My life it was beyond it [00:49.21]On a one-way collision [00:50.69]If ignorance is bliss [00:51.89]Then I'm devoid of any sorrows [00:53.12]Cause I don't wanna know the outcome [00:54.34]Of today or tomorrow [00:55.67]I just wanna hide inside my own private hell [00:58.03]How can I ever get to heaven [00:59.33]When so many angels fell [01:00.79]I'm just a human being [01:01.82]I'm just only being human [01:02.94]With eternity and judgement [01:04.29]From another always looming [01:05.59]It's a wonder that I made it [01:07.03]With these voices in my head [01:08.09]With all these monsters at my window [01:09.35]Staring at me in my bed [01:11.01]Monster how should I feel [01:15.35]Creatures lie here [01:17.86]Looking through the window [01:21.12]Monster how should I feel [01:25.40]Creatures lie here [01:28.03]Looking through the window [01:31.30]Monster how should I feel [01:35.53]Creatures lie here [01:37.98]Looking through the window [01:41.02]If you're a friend to me or kin to me [01:42.51]An enemy or into me [01:43.60]I'm begging on a bended knee [01:45.08]Come and put an end to me [01:46.29]Put me out my misery [01:47.54]Permanently no injury [01:48.81]I'm tired of fighting entities [01:49.97]I'm running out of energy [01:51.37]Feel like a lost boy [01:52.68]Searching for the answers [01:53.63]Just waitin' on tragedy [01:54.49]A heart attack or even cancer [01:56.35]So many monsters hiding [01:57.66]Waiting round the corner for us [01:58.98]If life is like a song [01:59.99]I'm at the verse and searching for the chorus [02:01.42]Maybe I should stop and take a moment [02:03.08]Put it in perspective [02:04.00]Maybe I should take a knife [02:05.18]And take a life and get injected [02:06.51]I just wanna go out [02:07.47]On my own f**king terms [02:08.96]Knowing it was me that put me [02:10.41]In the dirt and with the worms [02:11.61]I think I'll pop another pill [02:12.99]Try to heal the I'll [02:14.04]Wash it down with gasoline [02:15.27]Light a match and that's for real [02:16.83]But I'll just probably go to sleep [02:18.11]And try to clear my head [02:19.16]Hiding from these monsters [02:20.18]At my window underneath my bed [02:21.90]Monster how should I feel [02:26.08]Creatures lie here [02:28.49]Looking through the window [02:31.82]Monster how should I feel [02:36.08]Creatures lie here [02:38.58]Looking through the window [02:42.10]Monster how should I feel [02:46.23]Creatures lie here [02:48.65]Looking through the window [03:02.22]Monster how should I feel [03:06.43]Creatures lie here [03:08.86]Looking through the window [03:12.14]Monster how should I feel [03:16.52]Creatures lie here [03:18.92]Looking through the window [03:22.41]Monster how should I feel [03:26.73]Creatures lie here [03:29.04]Looking through the window