[id:$00000000] [ar:Eminem] [ti:Arose] [by:] [hash:ec988bc6bc9ddc362fce1ea721dc3c57] [al:] [sign:] [qq:] [total:0] [offset:0] [00:00.03]Eminem - Arose [00:00.02]Written by：Marshall Mathers [00:05.44]If I could rewind time like a tape inside a boombox [00:09.24]One day for every pill or percocet that I ate [00:13.73]Cut down on the valium that'll hurt everything [00:16.59]But death is turning so definite wait [00:20.18]They got me all hooked up to some machine [00:22.53]I love you being didn't want you to know I was struggling [00:25.73]Feels like I'm underwater submerged like a submarine [00:28.68]Just heard that nurse say my liver and kidneys aren't functioning [00:31.96]Been flirtatious with death skirt chasing I guess [00:34.79]It's arrivederci same nurse just heard say they're unplugging me [00:38.21]And it's your birthday Jade I'm missing your birthday [00:41.98]Baby girl I'm sorry I f**king hate when you hurt hai [00:45.44]And sweeties thank you for waiting to open gifts [00:47.98]But girls you can just open 'em dad ain't making it home for Christmas [00:52.27]Wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss [00:54.30]I go to make a fist but I can't make one I'm frozen stiff [00:57.54]I yell but nothing comes out I'm crying inside I shout [01:00.74]My vocal cords won't permit me I scream but it's not allowed [01:04.62]You put your arm around mama the karma wow [01:07.15]I just thought about the aisle I'll never get to walk us down [01:10.90]Never see you graduate in your caps and gowns [01:13.73]It's 'bout to be 2008 how's this happening now [01:17.41]I've got so much more to do and proof I'm truly sorry [01:20.40]If I let you down but this tore me in two [01:24.24]The thought of no more me and you [01:26.21]You gave me shoes Nikes like new for me for school [01:30.24]Doody I'm trying but you you were the glue that binded [01:33.28]So many things time I'd give anything to rewind it [01:36.64]I had to walk down my halls and constantly be reminded [01:39.72]By pictures all on my walls and I couldn't sleep at night 'cause [01:42.95]That image burned in my brain of you on the table [01:45.56]Me falling across your body not able to stand to save you [01:49.57]God why did you take him [01:51.37]I'm tryna keep his legacy alive but I'm dying where's Nathan [01:55.00]Little ladies be brave take care of your mother [01:58.14]Smile pretty for pictures always cherish each other [02:01.36]I'll always love ya and I'll be in the back of your memory [02:04.34]And I know you'll never forget me just don't get sad when remembering [02:08.23]And little bro keep making me proud [02:10.47]You better marry that girl 'cause she's faithfully down [02:13.91]And when you're exchanging those sacred vows just know that if I could be there [02:17.78]I would and should you ever see parenthood I know you'll be good at it [02:21.07]Oh almost forgot to do something thank my father too [02:24.64]I actually learnt a lot from you you taught me what not to do [02:29.01]And mom wish I'd have had the chance [02:30.63]To have one last heart to heart honest and open talk to you [02:34.63]Doody I see you I go to walk to you [02:37.08]And I can feel my soul leave my body and float across the room [02:40.69]Nurses lean over the bed pulling tubes out [02:43.83]Then the sheet over my head shut the room down [02:47.05]Girls please don't get upset I see them cheeks soaking and wet [02:50.46]As you squeeze hold of my neck so forcibly don't wanna let [02:53.93]Me go pillow drenched emotional wrecks [02:57.01]With every second each closer to death [02:59.61]But suddenly I feel my heart begin to beat slow [03:02.47]Then a breath machines go [03:05.23]Must've guessed the cheat codes to this sh*t [03:07.86]I'm tryna rewind time like a tape find an escape [03:11.13]Make a beeline try and awake [03:13.49]From this dream I need to re find [03:15.44]My inner strength to remind me [03:17.51]Even if a steep climb I must take [03:19.75]To rewrite a mistake I'm rewinding the tape [03:23.32]Castle Extended： [03:25.99]I don't want it [03:26.92]I'll put out this last album then I'm done with it [03:29.37]One hundred percent finished fed up with it [03:31.49]I'm hanging it up f**k it [03:33.02]Excuse the cursing baby but just know [03:35.44]That I'm a good person though they portray me as cold [03:38.09]And if things should worsen but I bet you they won't [03:40.98]I'm pledging to throw this methadone in the toilet [03:43.27]Shred these old letters I wrote [03:44.96]All that old pathetic loathing closing credits can roll [03:47.78]I'm proud to be back I'm 'bout to like a rematch [03:51.22]Outdo Relapse [03:52.65]With Recovery Mathers LP2 [03:55.01]Help propel me to victory laps [03:57.74]Gas toward them and fast forward the past [03:59.85]Consider the last four minutes as [04:01.79]The song I'd have sang to my daughters [04:03.45]If I'd have made it to the hospital [04:04.81]Less than two hours later but I fought it [04:07.13]Came back like a boomerang on 'em [04:09.04]Now a new day is dawning I'm up Tuesday it's morning [04:12.06]Now I know