[ti:I Wonder] [ar:Gowe/Erin Kim] [al:We Are Hypergiants] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]I Wonder - Gowe/Erin Kim [00:40.69]Her mind was confused with a plus at the tip of the tube [00:43.71]Sick as she threw up with a cup take a sip of abuse [00:46.33]So she gets nervous cause her man left her [00:49.25]After the sex and he jets she thought that he loved her [00:52.19]You see she's 18 and she's a bit conscious [00:55.09]About her dress and the reflection of her own image [00:57.80]Timid in speech she's limited given a week [01:00.80]With her tummy blowing up so that people can see [01:03.48]But she decides to keep it said no to abortion [01:06.34]The feet kicks in her stomach comes without a warning [01:09.37]She feels the pain though cause her parents cry [01:12.16]And the shame eats her alive when she closed her eyes [01:14.99]Then the day comes she gives birth to a son [01:17.97]Kim sung hoon soon she holds and kisses her love [01:20.63]Wishing it never ended taking a mental picture [01:23.33]Hoping through her tears that her son would have a better future [01:26.43]I wonder if theres a smile on your face [01:31.32]Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace [01:36.91]I never could thank you enough for holding on [01:42.87]Dear mama mama mama forever I'll hold you in my heart [01:49.75]So she wonders what happened to her son next [01:51.67]Is there clothes on his back food on his plate what's the context [01:54.67]The recollection of the day replays in her mindset [01:57.23]And the ways she would try but just never could forget [02:00.44]Well he's okay and he resides in the states [02:02.91]A needle in space in which rain makes it a beautiful place [02:05.84]Embraced by the culture and he's loved by all the members [02:09.12]Until he turns 18 and his world get flipped [02:11.66]He hears that his mom is not actually his and that complications [02:15.24]Prevented her from having any kids and his real mom [02:18.44]Is actually korean and she had to give him up for adoption [02:21.60]Cause she was young and was a student [02:23.28]Lost and was confused and wrestling in the moment [02:25.57]Am I chinese or korean am I destined in this union [02:28.87]And if I am what's the purpose I jot it in my verses [02:31.55]So I replay it in my mind as I think about you [02:34.49]I wonder if theres a smile on your face [02:39.78]Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace [02:45.53]I never could thank you enough for holding on [02:51.33]Dear mama mama mama forever I'll hold you in my heart [02:57.94]If I could write a letter and know that you would read it [03:00.59]I would tell you that I never once in my heart felt hatred [03:03.62]Reinstated I would play a song and dance with you [03:06.48]Hold your hand as I thank the lord for creating you [03:09.39]As strong as you are cause in my mind I can't fathom [03:12.09]The pain and the guilt when all you heard was their gossip [03:15.07]And still you stuck through it when they called you foolish [03:17.96]And with this gift that I possess your probably loved music [03:20.86]I hope you're doing well I hope some day you'll see this [03:23.73]I hope I mean I really hope that you know jesus on a deeper level [03:27.40]Seeking just to know him better I hope in perfect timing we can [03:30.94]See the reason clearer I hope you're smiling now [03:33.48]I hope I cross your mind I hope you never second guess [03:36.18]If what you did was right cause I'm so proud of you [03:38.89]I love and admire you so after all these years [03:41.64]This is my way of telling you [03:43.19]I wonder if theres a smile on your face [03:48.38]Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace [03:53.97]I never could thank you enough for holding on [03:59.95]Dear mama mama mama forever I'll hold you in my heart [04:06.37]I wonder if theres a smile on your face [04:11.03]Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace [04:16.95]I never could thank you enough for holding on [04:22.94]Dear mama mama mama forever I'll hold you in my heart