[ti:Hate Myself] [ar:NF] [al:The Search] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Hate Myself - NF [00:00.53]Lyrics by：Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:01.06]Composed by：Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:01.59]I don't see you like I should [00:05.45]You look so misunderstood [00:10.86]And I wish I could help [00:14.02]But it's hard when I hate myself [00:17.41]Pray to God with my arms open [00:21.46]If this is it then I feel hopeless [00:26.83]And I wish I could help [00:30.01]But it's hard when I hate myself [00:32.23]Yeah late nights are the worst for me [00:34.20]They bring out the worst in me [00:35.72]Mind runnin' got me feelin' like it hurts to think [00:37.73]If this is all that I wanted I don't want it gotta be more for me [00:40.13]All the core beliefs [00:41.21]And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it [00:43.25]'Cause I'm at war with peace [00:44.17]I go to Hell walk up to the corpse of me [00:46.06]Look at the body like [00:46.83]You ain't nothin' but poor and weak [00:48.10]It's kinda weird [00:48.94]Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is [00:51.25]If I pour the drink [00:52.03]That's more deceit more defeat [00:53.54]Is this really what I'm born to be [00:55.01]That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique [00:56.60]So poor but I'm so wealthy [00:58.22]Need help but you can't help me [00:59.63]What else can the world sell me [01:01.12]Tell me lies I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock [01:03.65]But it's not healthy [01:05.53]I don't see you like I should [01:09.45]You look so misunderstood [01:14.78]And I wish I could help [01:17.99]But it's hard when I hate myself [01:21.39]Pray to God with my arms open [01:25.47]If this is it then I feel hopeless [01:30.78]And I wish I could help [01:33.93]But it's hard when I hate myself [01:36.29]Yeah late nights get the best of me [01:38.30]They know how to get to me [01:39.62]Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me [01:42.13]But I don't wanna die I just wanna get relief [01:44.04]So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful [01:46.19]What is success when hope has left you [01:48.27]I am not a spokesman I'm a broken record [01:50.18]I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself agh [01:52.61]Come across like it's so easy [01:54.23]But I feel like you don't need me [01:55.73]When I feel like you don't need me [01:57.12]Then I feel like you don't see me [01:58.64]And my life has no meaning drain me [02:00.71]Hands out tryna ask for love [02:02.11]But when I get it I just pass it up [02:03.66]Throw it away and think about it later [02:04.97]Diggin' through the trash for drugs [02:06.05]Wish I could give you what you needed but I can't [02:07.85]I'm scared because [02:09.57]I don't see you like I should [02:13.44]You look so misunderstood [02:18.79]And I wish I could help [02:22.01]But it's hard when I hate myself [02:25.41]Pray to God with my arms open [02:29.31]If this is it then I feel hopeless [02:34.78]And I wish I could help [02:38.05]But it's hard when I hate myself [02:40.69]I walk through the ashes of my passions [02:42.68]Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket [02:44.49]Get lost in the questions I can't answer [02:46.64]Can't stand who I am but it don't matter [02:48.57]We scream to be free but I stay captured [02:50.67]Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions [02:52.41]Feel weak but the peace that I keep lacking [02:54.59]Keeps speakin' to me but I can't have it [02:59.69]But I can't have it [03:02.72]Keeps speakin' to me but I can't have it [03:07.69]But I can't have it [03:10.71]Keeps speakin' to me but I can't have it [03:13.57]I don't see you like I should [03:17.40]You look so misunderstood [03:22.85]And I wish I could help [03:26.00]But it's hard when I hate myself [03:29.35]Pray to God with my arms open [03:33.61]If this is it then I feel hopeless [03:38.85]And I wish I could help [03:42.02]But it's hard when I hate myself [03:47.62]Hate myself [03:50.05]But it's hard when I hate myself [03:55.61]Hate myself [03:57.94]But it's hard when I hate myself [04:03.30]When I hate myself [04:05.86]It's kinda hard when I hate myself [04:11.26]I hate myself [04:14.40]It's hard when I hate myself