[id:$00000000] [ti:Runaway (From Myself)] [ar:Citizen Soldier] [al:Runaway (From Myself)] [by:] [00:00.00]Runaway (From Myself) - Citizen Soldier [00:00.53]Lyrics by：Joshua Landry/Jacob Ezra Segura [00:01.29]Composed by：Joshua Landry/Jacob Ezra Segura [00:02.04]I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one [00:08.23]I've tried to leave this sour place a thousand times [00:14.77]From the start I've made self-sabotage my anthem [00:21.03]Like being who I am is self-harm in disguise [00:27.55]'Cause something deep inside me is broken [00:29.23]I'm not allowed to feel a thing [00:30.93]Every loving word means nothing [00:32.46]I'm obsessed with suffering [00:34.00]Lately thinking feels like cutting [00:35.62]Every thought's a razor blade [00:37.64]If only I had someone else to blame [00:41.36]Wish I could runaway from myself from myself [00:47.67]But there is no escape [00:50.93]When you're the prison cell [00:54.07]Wish I could runaway from myself from myself [01:00.47]I plead for better days [01:03.65]But get thrown back in hell [01:06.59]Hell hell hell [01:10.33]Wish I could runaway from myself [01:16.81]Wish I could runaway from myself [01:18.80]Who the hell can forgive my sins I wrote this gospel [01:24.96]Stuck in a cage of skin that always will remind me [01:31.50]That all the alcohol can't numb this I'm the bottle [01:37.85]I'll never change 'cause the chemicals will change my mind [01:43.60]Wish I could runaway from myself from myself [01:50.03]But there is no escape [01:53.26]When you're the prison cell [01:56.42]Wish I could runaway from myself from myself [02:02.75]I plead for better days [02:06.04]But get thrown back in hell [02:08.99]Hell hell hell [02:12.64]Wish I could runaway from myself [02:19.14]Wish I could runaway [02:21.21]'Cause something deep inside me is broken [02:23.03]I'm not allowed to feel a thing [02:24.35]Every loving word means nothing [02:26.04]I'm obsessed with suffering [02:27.67]Lately thinking feels like cutting [02:29.17]Every thought's a razor blade [02:31.11]If only I had someone else to blame [02:47.68]Wish I could runaway from myself from myself [02:54.02]But there is no escape [02:57.19]When you're the prison cell [03:00.36]Wish I could runaway from myself from myself [03:06.79]I plead for better days [03:09.99]But get thrown back in hell [03:18.76]I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one